rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  1. Augusto Andrade

    Augusto Andrade

    4 tuntia sitten

    After hearing this California sober term I stopped watching, or caring. Seems like all this was filmed only to profit more money, and fame nothing more. I requested a refund with iTunes and was refunded within 48 hours, won’t be getting rich out of me, not today satan!!

  2. iivii


    4 tuntia sitten

    I love love love LOVE the hairstyle Demiiii

  3. Hayley O Schwemmer

    Hayley O Schwemmer

    4 tuntia sitten

    Lotsa love Demi 🖤🖤

  4. Nikki Givens

    Nikki Givens

    4 tuntia sitten

    I absolutely love demi. I myself lost both parents and 4 siblings to addiction. I was an addict for 3 years and lost everything, including my daughter and unborn baby. I was found by a pimp at my weakest whom got me pregnant and forced me into prostitution. Where he got me pregnant and beat me everyday. Broke my teeth out and would strip me naked and make me walk down the street in shame. Hechaimed me to the porch out in the back yard and also chained the fridge a d only let me eat once every 2 days so. I didn't gain too much weight even being pregnant. In the end, I was found beaten naked in the side of a busy street in Phoenix AZ. That day, at 7 months pregnant I lost my unborn son. I tried to take my life and in that, I survived and been clean almost 3 years now. Today I actually got custody back of my daughter. I own a cleaning service and do everything I can to do better everyday. Demi shows us the ugly side of fame. She shows the real person and the real struggles. I absolutely love and adore her. Keep everything wonderful up girl. We love you so much

  5. Kat


    5 tuntia sitten

    As an ex alcoholic who almost died multiple times and currently drinks and smokes in moderation, everyone assuming she is making a mistake is doing so without being in her shoes. She absolutely can't become complacent in her addiction, as she's said, but some people need something to help and unless you want them on harder prescriptions like xanax let them have some weed and a drink now and then

  6. Bec Chandler

    Bec Chandler

    5 tuntia sitten

    Gosh wow wow. I have so much to say, about so many things. Not in a negative way, not necessarily in a positive way. This one hit everything. 1st, Thank you for putting this out here. Wow. And 2nd 3rd all the rest. U touched everything gosh!. THIS IS ABOUT ANY TOPIC THAT HITS U. ITS HERE. THIS IS ABOUT IF NONE IF IT INTERESTS U OR HITS U.......THIS IS HERE TO EDUCATE PEOPLE MOST OF ALL. Amen and thank you for doing this.

  7. anarokr


    5 tuntia sitten

    This is what happens when you have all the time and money in the world and zero discipline or guidance

  8. kirstie b

    kirstie b

    5 tuntia sitten

    o love no bs

  9. M. Sunday

    M. Sunday

    5 tuntia sitten

    I just really hope the path she chose works for her. I've never been in a situation like this, so my opinion shouldn't matter. I just don't want there to be a third much more darker documentary:(

  10. Khloe-rose Gray

    Khloe-rose Gray

    6 tuntia sitten

    Demi is perfect in my eyes tbh she's so damn strong and real only celebrity i look up to

  11. Brianna Nason

    Brianna Nason

    6 tuntia sitten

    Just feel the need to point out to everyone with their “moderation doesn’t work” comments; ONE SIZE DOES NOT FIT ALL IN RECOVERY. it didn’t work for you or your friend or sibling or parent. But it works for DEMI. Balance is key. Thanks for coming to my TedTalk. 👏🏻😊

  12. Samantha Lacerda

    Samantha Lacerda

    6 tuntia sitten

    what a ride

  13. Jocelyn Castillo

    Jocelyn Castillo

    7 tuntia sitten

    Am I the only one upset that she didn’t bring Wilmer up and how he stuck by her in the hospital???

  14. calderonjd30


    8 tuntia sitten


  15. Karina Lombrozo

    Karina Lombrozo

    8 tuntia sitten

    i don’t think her eating is healed at all

  16. Karina Lombrozo

    Karina Lombrozo

    8 tuntia sitten

    elton !!!

  17. Meghan Trybalski

    Meghan Trybalski

    8 tuntia sitten

    As someone with bipolar who has looked up to Demi for so many years and felt like I finally had someone I could identify with when she came out with her diagnosis, I have to say it hit me really hard to hear that she was misdiagnosed. Don't get me wrong, I am happy she doesn't have to deal with this disease, but I feel kind of alone now. I know it doesn't make sense. I do just want what is best for her at the end of the day and know misdiagnosis is common.. it is just really messing with my head after all these years....

  18. Cheesecake


    8 tuntia sitten

    what song is this ? 20:41

  19. Nasirak Sang

    Nasirak Sang

    8 tuntia sitten

    wao e iso viendo todo esta que vienes mostrándonos y para mi demi tu porfíen eres libre de todo lo que te inculcaron y encajonaron y solo los verdaderos sobrevivientes sabemos lo que es salir adelante con esto y en mi vida también pase mis cosas y sobrevivo dia tras días con todo los problemas de mi país Venezuela lo que hay que hacer para trabajar duro y poder llevar las cosas al hogar y verte tan bella como siempre y que eres tan tu que despertaste tu ser tu gran espíritu de un letardo y siento y veo que vas a ser grandes cosas entre nosotros no te detengas por nada mi bella dama tu eres grande y maravillosa ojala tenga la oportunidad de algún dia conocerte y tomarnos un café y poder ver a mi gran artista soñada sigue adelante me despido y te deseo que el universo te siga dando bendiciones todo va estar bien me despido para segur viendo mas de ti te aprecio mucho y gracias gracias gracias por ser tan especial namaste 🤍💙🌻🙏

  20. This is KP

    This is KP

    9 tuntia sitten

    I don’t see you as a druggy or a drunky I see you as a human being who is working their way for survival love the hair cut you look beautiful ❤️🙏🏽

  21. Lostgirls club

    Lostgirls club

    9 tuntia sitten

    Did anyone else feel how raw the pain was in her expression and her voice?...damn

  22. J Chehovin

    J Chehovin

    9 tuntia sitten

    that hair cut reveal was EVERYTHING it looked like demi's soul came out in the physical world

  23. SysAdminAva


    10 tuntia sitten

    Her mother seems in denial.

  24. azgirl


    10 tuntia sitten

    I hope it works out but my dad has been an addiction counselor in the hospital for years and it’s never worked out. :( Atleast from what he’s seen

  25. Jomel Carrion

    Jomel Carrion

    10 tuntia sitten

    Some people say moderation doesn’t work but in my experience, it does. I have a close family member that for a substantial period of their life they were addicted to crack cocaine. They got clean and they found that weed/cannabis/marijuana helps calm and put to rest that constant need and desire to go and snort some crack or even smoke it. They have been sober for about 12 to 13 years, there’s been slip ups but with lots of support and understanding they will always make it through. I’m so glad that Demi has such a big support system and the freedom to try and see what does and what doesn’t work for her. We’re all different and we shouldn’t ever generalize because every body copes with certain things and adapts to situations in the best way they can.

    • Jomel Carrion

      Jomel Carrion

      10 tuntia sitten

      With alcohol, that’s a different story... I just hope she stays strong and healthy.

  26. Elyssa McCoy

    Elyssa McCoy

    10 tuntia sitten

    The fact that when i hear her voice shake when she's talking, I know that's her anxiety, because I do the exact same thing. 🥺 I wish she understood how much of an impact this series is making!

  27. Felipe Bustamante

    Felipe Bustamante

    11 tuntia sitten

    I love you Demi

  28. P L

    P L

    11 tuntia sitten

    Loser, never feel sorry for losers who are users!!

  29. P L

    P L

    11 tuntia sitten

  30. Maddy DeVeuve

    Maddy DeVeuve

    11 tuntia sitten

    I see a lot of people just saying that she's surrounded by "yes" people. But what I see is people who understand that her being fully sober can't be THEIR choice. She has to be in control of that. And moderation can work for some people.

  31. Dana Leigh

    Dana Leigh

    11 tuntia sitten

    I feel so many conflicting feelings watching this. Know you’re loved and take care, Demi.

  32. Kortney Tackett

    Kortney Tackett

    11 tuntia sitten

    Being my queer self.... Is that her coming out? Just genuinely curious?

  33. Josh and Kat

    Josh and Kat

    12 tuntia sitten

    Demi didn’t release her documentary for your opinions on her, it’s for her to tell her story and side and it’s so sad to see “fans” drag her in the comments because they disagree

  34. Titi Oke

    Titi Oke

    12 tuntia sitten

    Demi I love you so muchhhh, thank you for being so open and honest with us

  35. jennp


    13 tuntia sitten

    I get the impression she feels guilty about her OD & relapse, but isn’t actually ready to be sober. So, she walks the line - and tries moderation. It appeases her enablers, and relieves her guilt. She feels in control & is still able to indulge - all while feeling guilt free since they all condone her approach. I pray this works for her, and wish her only the best.

  36. Biggiecheeselover


    13 tuntia sitten

    I understood nothing

  37. Valerie Enderson

    Valerie Enderson

    13 tuntia sitten


  38. Kristen Josie

    Kristen Josie

    13 tuntia sitten

    I wish I had friends like Demi has to get through my addictions smh it’s hard and difficult but Demi is helping me so much

  39. Sarah Jensen

    Sarah Jensen

    14 tuntia sitten

    I want a cloud thing like that!!

  40. nina derosa

    nina derosa

    15 tuntia sitten

    Addicts cannot use in moderation. Period. It just does not work.

  41. Syleena Dawn

    Syleena Dawn

    15 tuntia sitten

    Medical Cannabis can save lives

  42. Kyla Rich

    Kyla Rich

    15 tuntia sitten

    Commander in Chief is the most ridiculous song I have ever heard for so many reasons.

  43. Sarah Castaneda

    Sarah Castaneda

    16 tuntia sitten


  44. Alicia B.

    Alicia B.

    16 tuntia sitten

    am I like the only one scared at how AIRBRUSHED Christina's makeup looks like??

  45. Adria Scherger

    Adria Scherger

    16 tuntia sitten

    Omg when she said i mourn the person i thought he was or whatever i felt that so much. I let someone in after a long time and i was fooled. He pretended to be everything i wanted. He wasnt

  46. Danijela & Leksi

    Danijela & Leksi

    16 tuntia sitten

    Does anyone know why she broke up with that guy

    • WOWZERS !

      WOWZERS !

      12 tuntia sitten

      He was obsessed, or something with trying to get a Disney star he would tweet about Selena Gomez, Ariana Grande, Miley Cyrus and Demi. Search Max Ehrich Selena Gomez tweets.

  47. Nicole Luciano

    Nicole Luciano

    16 tuntia sitten

    I would skip the drinking and just stick to cannabis .

  48. Khaelle Sky

    Khaelle Sky

    16 tuntia sitten

    her haircut is the cutest

  49. Willa Lareche

    Willa Lareche

    17 tuntia sitten

    21:02 is where Dying for your love Snoh alegra was shot... yes!!

  50. Willa Lareche

    Willa Lareche

    17 tuntia sitten

    I think the weed is fine but the alcohol will be the problem.

  51. Quiznoe


    17 tuntia sitten


  52. Eliška Rýdlová

    Eliška Rýdlová

    17 tuntia sitten

    Elton John was the only one in this documentary who knows. Moderation doesn't work. Sugar coated documentary with shitty message. I love her music but... nope. Just nope.

  53. Chelsea Bird

    Chelsea Bird

    17 tuntia sitten

    Love her laugh!

  54. Toni Flanagan

    Toni Flanagan

    17 tuntia sitten

    26:37 she is so fire I just can't 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  55. Mike Moffett

    Mike Moffett

    17 tuntia sitten

    These comments don’t pass the vibe check. As a former addict clean off hard drugs moderation was my baby step towards Recovery. Recovery is not one size fits all. Demi had done moderation for 2 years so that’s proof it works and it keeps her off hard drugs. So y’all she’s still learning and growing so stop saying she’s gonna overdose again because she won’t

  56. hrodBEr •

    hrodBEr •

    18 tuntia sitten

    whats it gonna take for youtube to stop showing me Demi Lovato ads. please I cant take it anymore

  57. Helena Booth

    Helena Booth

    18 tuntia sitten

    New hair cut and color is cuteeeeee 🥰



    18 tuntia sitten

    Live Every Moment,Laugh Everyday,Love Yourself Beyond Words(Love You,Live For You)! Live 🙏

  59. Its Roween

    Its Roween

    19 tuntia sitten

    Elton John is the head hauncho. Nobody tells him what to say.

  60. Ashley Furr

    Ashley Furr

    19 tuntia sitten

    wow. this series was beyond powerful

  61. mina 9032

    mina 9032

    19 tuntia sitten

    28:14 is the best part

    • Bored AF

      Bored AF

      17 tuntia sitten

      LMAOAOAOA yea it is

  62. Jenna Kratsas

    Jenna Kratsas

    20 tuntia sitten

    the delusion in this episode is scary and heart breaking

  63. SunShyne Richardson

    SunShyne Richardson

    20 tuntia sitten

    Demi and Kehlani sitting in a tree...

  64. ••Kathy•• CR

    ••Kathy•• CR

    20 tuntia sitten

    She's so beautiful with that hairstyle, I absolutely love it ❤️❤️ But, even more beautiful was her laugh at the end of the video 💞💞💞

  65. zainab


    20 tuntia sitten

    demi is such a pure soul. im so proud of her for being so strong

  66. Miss Wings

    Miss Wings

    20 tuntia sitten

    I don't like the blue hair girl .

  67. Miss Wings

    Miss Wings

    20 tuntia sitten

    Her mother is NOT IT.

  68. L M

    L M

    20 tuntia sitten

    I love Will Farrell awwww

  69. Rodrigo Portugal

    Rodrigo Portugal

    20 tuntia sitten

    i love u, Demi and thank you for the braveness you had to open your heart for all of us. i believe in you. keep safe.

  70. moe nae

    moe nae

    21 tunti sitten

    She’s so amazing

  71. Y. Alves

    Y. Alves

    21 tunti sitten

    a risada no final, foi onde eu perdi tudo!!! que mulher incrível

  72. Madeline Owens

    Madeline Owens

    21 tunti sitten

    I love your new hair style. It looks amazing.

  73. Nikki Konstantinov

    Nikki Konstantinov

    21 tunti sitten

    I smoke and am clean mostly. I say no to alcohol because I don’t like it and I don’t want to. But I need to keep boundaries with weed. If I ever find my self not being about to go to work see family or go days with out smoking, then I’ll have to address it and definitely hope I would not smoke anymore if it became an issue. I said clean mostly because in my journey I’ve relapsed a lot and it’s never had anything to do with weed. I just am addicted to heroin. I did date some one in recovery who knew he couldn’t smoke, he was ok with me smoking around him. But if I wasn’t able to not smoke around him as a respect thing then that would have been an issue for me. So after he told me I decided not to smoke around him or before seeing him. You just need to take it all day by day. I pray for Demi. I’ve over dosed so many times it never stops you from using and I wish it did, because so many more people would stay clean. Stay strong my fellow sober people and those who need to find their way.

  74. Jessi Bear

    Jessi Bear

    21 tunti sitten

    I've had a similar haircut before and it's honestly so fun! Why do ppl care so much about if she cuts it hair? 🤔 it's just hair

  75. Super Mom

    Super Mom

    21 tunti sitten

    That laugh at the end😂😂

  76. sammy aberdein

    sammy aberdein

    21 tunti sitten

    Feel like Demi and Russel Brand would have some amazing conversations. He’s now been sober for almost 20 years, stopping at the same age as Demi

  77. Jay_Lyna


    22 tuntia sitten

    is there a German subtitle like in the other episodes? I don't understand this 😔😕

  78. Alison


    22 tuntia sitten

    In the next documentary Demi will be saying “yeah that last documentary I was lying to myself and making excuses for moderation”

  79. Karina


    22 tuntia sitten

    Ok but sir Elton John know everything. I hope Demi stop with all this sh**.

  80. Yuri Silva

    Yuri Silva

    22 tuntia sitten

    as she said, she's a very "all or nothing" kind of person, maybe moderation can work for her, maybe an abrupt and absolute restriction of her drug use will dig her deeper into addiction causing a stronger relapse later. Nobody knows, I hope she finds her path and redefines her relationship with substances.

  81. Fabiola Paz

    Fabiola Paz

    22 tuntia sitten

    Demi I love you & your truth we are here for you and love you ❤️

  82. hawaiianshirts2003


    22 tuntia sitten

    That haircut is amazing. So beautiful!

  83. Sophie Peebles

    Sophie Peebles

    Päivä sitten

    Demi u r beautiful with long and short hair love u 💜

  84. Kaela Collazo

    Kaela Collazo

    Päivä sitten

    Heres the thing, moderation might not work for someone who is recovering from alcoholism or drug addiction, but abstinence doesn't work for someone recovering from am eating disorder. And, speaking from experience, if my two recovery paths are not similar or close to each other I lose sight of one of them. Moderation helps me with both kinds of recovery. Balance helps me with both. But when I was told to stop smoking and drinking forever I fell back to my eating disorder to cope immediately. When I was told I needed to fix my eating disorder (purposely being vauge about my habits here) I started using again. I was back and forth for years but now I am exceling in my life. I have maintained a "healthy" body for over two years while having an occasional drink or smoke when I'm with friends, not to cope. "Healthy" because I did irreversible damage in my eating disorder. And it has worked for me so far. But this is a JOURNEY. It changes a lot over time. It has ups and downs. And what I'm doing now might not work for whatever I want to do in the future. I hope the best for Demi. Its a journey. And all the haters that don't get it, I really am so happy for you that you don't get it.

  85. Marianne Muro

    Marianne Muro

    Päivä sitten

    She needs to get out of Hollywood and get some gospel in her life. Didn’t she get baptized? Wish they told that storyline.

  86. juketrip


    Päivä sitten

    i dont know if youll see this but if you do, i am absolutely just so grateful for you

  87. Anime junkie

    Anime junkie

    Päivä sitten

    I pray for you every day

  88. Jack .Stravinsky

    Jack .Stravinsky

    Päivä sitten

    Koo Koo, Koo Koo, koo koo....

  89. April Mattsson

    April Mattsson

    Päivä sitten

    I understand where she’s coming from wanting to drink in moderation and I get why she thinks it will be better bc if she is controlled she will want it even more.. it’s just worrisome bc this is what started her track to her od. Her letting herself drink here and there again is what lead to it.. like idk I don’t want a repeating cycle.

  90. Zoey Jackson

    Zoey Jackson

    Päivä sitten

    Question for people following the DWTD docuseries?! I heard it's a four parts series does this mean this was the last episode or is their 4 seasons or something? Help me out pls...

  91. Hayley Stephen

    Hayley Stephen

    Päivä sitten

    seeing scooter there after all the taylor stuff....eughhhh

  92. Elizabeth Sagoe

    Elizabeth Sagoe

    Päivä sitten

    I know its hard i have mental health issues n im in recovery. Its hard one day at a time. I see you in me so much

  93. Star Elise

    Star Elise

    Päivä sitten

    Something about her 2 bff dont seem genuine at all

  94. Romane


    Päivä sitten

    i wanna say I'm worried for her, but then again if i were suffering all the time i know i would want some relief too, i can't imagine the mental energy it takes to fight all those demons and deny yourself what you crave all the time

  95. Heather Hurley

    Heather Hurley

    Päivä sitten

    I am the same way Demi, I can only think in black in white, no gray. It can really be hard to think that way. It messes with your head. At least it does on my end.😧

  96. Heather Hurley

    Heather Hurley

    Päivä sitten

    She is so strong!

  97. Heather Hurley

    Heather Hurley

    Päivä sitten

    So 😭.

  98. Heather Hurley

    Heather Hurley

    Päivä sitten

    She has been through so much. 😕

  99. R. Syed

    R. Syed

    Päivä sitten

    Ok but seeing her all giddy like a child over a birthday cake is the most precious thing 🥺❤️

  100. Ruben Lopez

    Ruben Lopez

    Päivä sitten

    Needle Lovato